Want To Try

I tell myself again It wasn't in my head I rewind all the times I kept things unsaid I wanted to be easy But that meant staying quiet I didn't know That meant losing a part of me inside I hope It was really worth it I truly thought that you would want to try I don't Understand your thinking Tell me now was it all a lie? I didn't want it to be over But it couldn't stay this way You treated me so badly Started to feel insane And my heart was really beating My nerves ran through my veins I didn't know those words Would make you runaway I hope It was really worth it I truly thought that you would want to try I don't Understand your thinking Tell me now was it all a lie? Cause I know you're telling yourself That you're not at fault But how can you believe that I'm the one in the wrong I know that we've had our highs And we've had our lows That's why I thought it was enough To let you know I thought you were unaware But it's seeming like you knew the whole time And it hurts to know you are okay with Killing me and not thinking twice So I hope It was really worth it I truly thought that you would want to try So I don't Understand your thinking Tell me now were we all a lie Oh I wanted you to try