Scars to your beautiful

Young man in his own lane Smoke gas all propane Still thinking bout the old days But he say it's too much on his plate He tired of his probation Can't show that he's afraid His lady drive him crazy He still don't let it phase em He's living in a maze But still he won't escape His friends they jus aquatinces That's why they throwing shade I ain't tryna complain I'm just tryna get a real check Like how he getting seconds I ain't even have a meal yet It ain't a home if I can't live where my kids at Holding in depression got a pain where my ribs at Thinking bout the shit you did to me I wanna flip out And all the stupid shit you said to me I can't forget bout Who throwing stones I'll start a fire in a brick house It's tension in the air hot enough to sweat her wig out And lately I been taking stuff Like it make me tough Can't take enough and now I'm in a bed I ain't making up And I ain't breaking up I just need a break for once Devil tried I took it on the chin I can take a punch Take a moment reflect Code of honor respect Heavy as the crown you wouldn't wear it with a weak neck The way I shoot the rock who really care about my defense And pressure make diamonds I'll be shining in the cement Done struggled all my life u damn right I feel the need to make it Keep on feeling high when I just wanna feel appreciated Stayed up out the mix and all my problems got alleviated Stayed down perfected my craft and they can see the patience See the growth took the wrong path but I see the road Found peace in silence now I'm good i'd rather be alone Niggas can't jus be they self so they'd rather be a clone Lately I been needing space praying that they leave me alone Do for everyone and never thought about myself I was down it was just me so now I'm up and being selfish And I been on the grind like all the time nobody helped me If picture worth a thousand memories I'm taking selfies Chase my dream and just hope that they support it Ain't just tryna live my life I'm tryna enjoy it I'm chasing wealth stability they chasing jordans Barely sleeping thinking how can I get rich before the morning