How I know

How I know this is real I know Cause it feels that way I may come to a point And then it's over Over now we bowing out Argument what's that about Tell me now or ask me later Let me just ask you a favor Let me know what you really think Stop trying to hide in your drink I'm not even flowing like I normally do I'm sitting here and just talking to you Waiting for you to bring it up Again you staring in your cup If your answer is hard to find We can skip all that and go with mine First let's start with your weird behavior How you lose everything I gave ya Got some money from my tour I gave you some and you wanted some more Is that what this is really all about I just want to hear it from your mouth Before we keep going and get any deeper I really thought that you was a keeper But that just shows how much I know And all my feelings just overflow Things feel best when you're hand in hand So why let go I don't understand How we build it up nice and strong Now here we are drinking to my song Do what you want don't listen to me And the whole time I just wanted you to be free Never did I try to control you I just wanted to hold you And I wanted a heart to steal Turns out it wasn't even real How I know this is real I know Cause it feels that way I may come to a point And then it's over I think I'm a little smarter now And we ain't talked in a while I really miss the good old days I guess we were both set in our ways I remember when I saw you leave Two days before Christmas eve That would put it on the twenty second Right before I finished my record I've been doing a lot of thinking Also been doing a lot less drinking Coming to a really big conclusion All this time I was using Any excuse that I could find To keep you off of my mind But now I'm gonna accept the truth I'm falling apart I'm needing you How can I put things back together Maybe I should just write a letter The whole time I was blaming you And never did what you wanted me to You always wanted me to take you somewhere Just to be together you didn't even care That probably would of done a lot of good If I could take it back then I really would Now I know it's much too late Always love and never hate I know I wasted a lot of your time Wasn't satisfied when you was mine But that's what I have to live with now Wish somebody could come and show me how To move on and get over this pain So until then I'll just explain How I know this is real I know Cause it feels that way I may come to a point And then it's over Finally now I'm here with you I can't imagine what you been through I know this not gonna change anything But I'm here now and I'm ready to sing I always knew you to be really strong And never thought you'd become a song All these years done came and went And I hope you got the flowers I sent I don't really know what else to say It's raining and it's still a beautiful day I shoulda came here a long time ago But after the funeral I just didn't know How I would feel and how I'd react Knowing I'd never have you back So I hope you see me wave As I'm kneeling at your grave Now I know this is real But I can't believe it I have come to this point And now it's over