Myself

Who are we? Where am I? Standing right here by myself While the world is on my shoulders, while I think my deals are dealt Been busying working on my health and stressing saving up my wealth Where the hell are all my friends? Haven't heard from you in months Some always showed me love; most swear they held me down Now I'm staring in my mirror, can't stand the looks I found Cant utter any sounds. I'm at a lost of words but there's so much for me to say Will I ever find a way or maybe just a piece of peace In my mind I am a king, so why in the world do I feel weak Been broken for some weeks, lost time and a lot of sleep Drowning come and float with me, trade the pavement for the beach I need a little company, companions-ship while probably sink She's just my type of woman, a loyal freak off her leash Swear I want you by my side at lease within arms reach That's a lesson I can teach, take some notes while I preach Do you care to understand? Can we come to terms No Capeesh I'm the only one supposed to try? Doesn't make much sense to me Why? Because, I am the man? What if I have feelings too Would you try to see them through? Or do what's convenient for you Moving shading like the rest, guess you took the scenic route Thought we had it figured out! Now I realized that it's through Who are we? Where am I? Standing right here by myself While the world is on my shoulders, while I think my deals been dealt Been busying working on my health and stressing saving up my wealth Where the hell are all my friends? Haven't heard from yall in months It's ok I'm on my way, in my lane won't ever stray Picked up the broken pieces that I lost along the way Swept the dust under a rug; forgave temptations I approved It'll take the extra steps, still barely lacing up my shoes Got this image in my mind, why am I so scared to see it through Plant the seeds and let them grow; water well, extend the roots I know a few people will follow, But if not then we'll see you soon Swear this ain't about the paper, but those paper planes will zoom Because my cadence is to smooth and its something they'll consume I make this music for myself and the ones that need a mental boost Took some time to find my gift, wrap the present with past moods I know my futures looking bright; but blinding lights might blind a few Will I ever reach that view, or see the vision that's recouped I swam up shits creek to avoid all of main streams rules Tides are turning in my favor but I'm still drowning in my room Four walls closing in, spacing out of square roots Laterally forming formulas to equivocate my doom Lost inside of my element periodically aloof Been so focused on what's next, I can't forget what I've been through Karma is a bitch but that bitch loves you It's been a long time coming like winters coming soon Vibes are always changing but for now we'll keep them glued Feel these lyrics in my soul, head to toe, open womb Don't need validation, but the complements will do Who are we? Where am I? Standing right here by myself While the world is on my shoulders, while I think my deals been dealt Been busying working on my health and stressing saving up my wealth Where the hell are all my friends? Haven't heard from yall in months