Oddity

4way shit Shit, love to get you killed That's what they already told me I knew what it was when I signed up Searchin' for your love, it got me lookin' for my styrofoam Tryna get it right, but I can't never leave that cup alone Drinkin' all this lean, I'm tryna sip it till my problems gone Lookin' at my wrist, cause I'm just tryna see what time me on Talk about revenge, I pay it back just like a student loan Lifestyle crazy, might not make it Drip God, baby, I am never basic Drippin' in the latest, all this hate contagious I can't let it phase me Bullents always came around, but they ain't never grazed me Man, that shit amazing, my nigga died courageous Tryna take the pain away, smokin' gas like Circle K Tryna give my mind a break, I was tryna ease the pain Puffin' off some Runtz its pink, always drippin' like a sink Ain't got time to fuckin' link, makin' sure my brothers eat Be this way till I'm deceased, know I got my tendencies Give her back with no receipt, but you know she for the streets Workin' hard, they notice me, really hard to always see Well, I'm always spittin' heat, killin' beats that's first degree Smokin' till it hurts to breathe, in my bag like Christmas Eve I hang with some snakes and thieves, they can't work, got felonies They got work just like a indeed, slime you, I just for some fucking cheese Workin' hard, no time to grieve Smokin' till it hurts to breathe, workin' hard, no time to grieve Slime you, I just f*ck some cheese, workin' hard, no time to grieve I'm so numb, I feel drugs that I can't even budge How the f*ck I'm gon' love her when I barely know love I keep takin' these drugs for myself to fill up Ain't no little bitty pill, just gon' heal up these scars I'm so used to the bullshit, now I ball like DeMar Celene on her bag, she like Christian Dior Drip overseas, man, you can't find in stores I keep takin' these drugs till I'm sleep, I need more Man, the drip is on fleek, you can check, bitch, it's raw I can show you some things that you didn't see before Yeah, I can show you some things that you didn't see before All this pain just causin' damage, lost my head, it's panoramic Rockin' out like Jimmy Hendrix, hope all bitch see the vision I'm just tryna see a million, where I'm from, it's always killings Sellin' dope in the civics, tired of death, I'm finally livin Tell my truth, I'm livin' fiction, fucking it up, my daddy's kitchen Back when I was non-existent The trenches, the trenches, I know that they feel this I rap like a villain, I smoke like a chimney, get fly on a Wednesday I'm just tryna live my life, okay I'm just tryna be alive, okay I'm just tryna feel alive, okay She just wanna feel alive, okay I'm so numb, on these drugs that I can't even budge How the f*ck I'm gon' love her when I barely know love I keep takin' these drugs for myself to fill up Ain't no liberty pills, just gon' heal up these scars I'm so used to the bullshit, I ball like DeMar Celene, on her bag she like Christian Dior Drip overseas, man, you can't find in stores I keep takin' these drugs till I'm sleep, I need more Man, the drip is on fleek, you can check, bitch, it's raw I can show you some things that you didn't see before Yeah, I can show you some things that you didn't see before I'm just tryna live my life, okay I'm just tryna be alive, okay I'm just tryna feel alive, okay She just wanna feel alive, okay