Weird Christmas, weird song

How I could lie if I'm being honest Yeah I've been a good kid but I'm also my opponent Everything's good when you know how to feel about it Forget yo Christmas wishlist tell me how you really doubting Imagine if you ran into a prophet Tell me how you want yo life to change I know you don't wana feel like you the one that is to blame Like you tryna read ahead no we aint on the same page Everything is going well even tho I don't feel great I don't really wana rush it cause I don't think it's race It's your life and you can flush it if you wana fade away I just know that you can clutch it if you really wana stay But it's a choice, it's your choice I want you to have a I know that you want more Want more But you have a lot if you think about it all It all I just wana make your think about it What you got in your life You got shoes on your feet And you could buy a pair twice When you cold got a blanket When you hot you got ice And when you Parched got a sink and Wana drink get to drinking Only thing we hate is thinking Cause we trapped chasing Lincoln's I don't really wana go there Go there, go there So won't you Tell me what you seek Is it happiness or royalty Cause if it's what you really need Then look inside Inside