Freestyle, Pt. 4

I'm up and at it nice and early Looking for a two for thirty Trying to find a chick to flirt with Or someone to do them dirty Test the waters and it's murky Trying to find my purpose in a world full of hurting In a world full of serpents argh I made so much damn money in this pandemic And went and spent it on the fam Every damn penny On my grind hoodie on like Im damn Kenny Got to focus on my future now Not this damn henny But still I pour and still I fall She aint picking up but still I call I got to get out this rut that Im living in And stop worrying about this stupid slut that Im swimming in I lost trust I lost friends and I lost money too I never lost my sense of humour I'm still a funny dude I Seen it first hand Seen what this money do I Seen him rob his own damn homie like its nothing new For a couple dollars For a couple bucks Their all addicted to them cupboard drugs Use to roam around just a couple thugs Always on a mission out here screaming only god can judge If I could turn back time I'd probably listen back in school and learn what's right Skipped class I tried to earn my stripes I should of kept my head down and went and earnt what's mine If I could turn back time Avoid the cool kid who had the cocaine white Addiction so real sleepless nights It's nothing beneficial I was young and always sleep deprived Crazy dreams its scary to even sleep at night It's breathing down my neck I wake up and I see the demons eyes My homies suicidal and he wonders if he even needs his life I told him that I love him together Were going to reach the sky And it's exactly what it seems I'm banging on the walls and their Capturing my screams Waking up my parents Feeling trapped all in my dreams Waking up in cold sweats While Im strangling my sheets Damn If I could turn back time I'd still get high with my brother for the first damn time If I could turn back time I wouldn't watch you leave I would of made you wife Yeah