Confessions

I can't believe I'm even sittin' down and writin' this I'll try to keep it real and fight thru all the ignorance If I fall the clock is tickin till I'm back to this Watch tried to hold her hand I guess she had a broken wrist We had met and I was every night hoe to hoe I found a different typa eye cus' you kept it slow I played a different typa act so you could let me know but little did I know You wanted JD on the low damn Image that you played is only what you wanted me to see My mind started falling for a vision Wasn't me by the time I realized well I was well I was in too deep I knew the clock was always ticking til I had to set you free I feel bad cus' to be honest she don't know no better She has't learned that grass is only greener after rainy weather And I can't trip because you know I'm making steady cheddar How a wife turns to feeling like I never met her Yeah how a wife turns to feeling like I never met her Now a days I'm out there fucking for the function I pull up and they know I'm always leaving here with something Popping honey cus' these drugs always got me slumping Fucking badder bitches yet I just don't feel nothing She only got one friend, the others don't even like her I see her lying to herself at the end of the cycle It's so sad, and they gon' tell her that I'm lying But the grapevine's loud, you know it's true when I be rhyming She got her connects and that's fine But deep down she knows that the city's all mine While her circle's on due time yeah that's facts, listen You gotta listen to these lyrics as I write them down I ain't rapping I'm just speaking from the heart for now I did some dirt in Mexico it came back around Know that karma always hits you hard know I found out I know I lied I was south on the map, Your best friend called I had shawty on my lap Only cus' you left my ass once then you cameback And you handed me the clap clap clap clap And I ain't trippin' cus' you know I got a different style The bad bitches love me talking when I'm going wild Communication something you don't understand So I'm on my knees praying for the strength of your next man You don't believe in God, you hate when I talk about him You never liked my friends, yet we only met because you wanted to f*ck them And that's real Elci know the deal, Cullen got it sealed NG had my back when your ass had me in my feels Henao cheffing up the knowledge, he be making meals Me and JD smoking pack after pack, Talking flowers in the field I got Nolan in the studio, we giving y'all the chills I did some wrong but I know I'm really right I beat that kid's ass he was looking for a fight, You was never supposed to be my wife I couldn't look at you at night and tell myself I got it right These the things you learn in life Back in the game like I never left, I got a motive and you ain't seen nothing yet They know my name around the world and I still can't rest If life is a class then I pass the test, I'm the best Said what I would do and then and I did it, Future was a vision, now I wake up and I'm in it Tell me that you love me, you can tell me if you hate me But you can't deny the fact that what I do is so prolific Now I slow it down for the little men, Slow it down for the funny men Talking all the smoke, talking all the heat Why don't you pull up on me and do something then Pussy I run the game, you're a rookie Dime at the crib and she's giving me the cookie Phone propped up and she looked me in my eyes and I kid you not She said let's make a movie, ah please I'm 0 for 3 so now I'm over you, This type of disrespect is just overdue I'm sick of falling hard and being overused, So I'm with my next bitch and it's nothing new I'm on a wave I'm on a wave She never wanted to be saved now I'm in the gym pushing weight like I'm Henao Locked in with the crew so they listen to everything I fucking say now Flick at the bar, get the girls in the frame now I know I lied, I never truly lied, If you could live in my mind you'd know why So stay fly and don't cry, Cause I'ma be me till the day I die I'm out Mixtape 5 coming soon, Probably, I don't know Life's not a movie, But it is cinema