Ghosts (feat. Nolan)

I used to dream upon a star But it don't seem to shoot that far I guess that's how it's supposed to be I feel the eyes they watchin' me They say death must be so tempting Turn into a ghost as a form of venting Maybe just a cry for help I thought maybe cause I just can't seem to stare at myself Damn, different friends different girls different worlds to see Everybody's got issues but was the problem always me Nah, feel like I just can't catch a break Starin' at the stars late at night I'm wide awake everybody sleeping They dreaming of a better day I'm sittin' here I'm dreamin' of why I can't get away People of importance always seem to walk up out my life Am I the reason for their absence why can't I get it right please I send a prayer up to the sky I need to know How a life full of laughs becomes a life full of ghosts Lately I'm a slave to my mind Woke up in the morning thinking this might be the last time I used to dream upon a star But it don't seem to shoot that far I guess that's how it's supposed to be I feel the eyes they watchin' me I used to dream upon a star But it don't seem to shoot that far I guess that's how it's supposed to be I feel the eyes they watchin' me I'm narcissistic in my own head Feeling like I'm livin' but I'm dead I made my own bed Constantly I'm thinking about others and their perception of me I don't wanna look like a pussy but I also can't look too cocky see This a confession from me My therapist thinks I'm an angel ain't that funny to me It's like my life's full of seasons and the fans call for drama The producers getting bored so they hurt me even harder I ain't trippin' bout it, I ain't a victim I ain't sayin' that No I wasn't perfect made mistakes I can admit to that Wasn't the best boyfriend, wasn't the best friend Did what I could with the knowledge I had then Maturity is clarity, growth and prosperity Still respect you all even if you don't care for me I sit here and I think wonderin' who's next to be gone They all turn to ghosts like it's night to the dawn yeah I used to dream upon a star But it don't seem to shoot that far I guess that's how it's supposed to be I feel the eyes they watchin' me I used to dream upon a star But it don't seem to shoot that far I guess that's how it's supposed to be I feel the eyes they watchin' me