6 YEARS

Yo bro I cannot explain 6 years I've been dealing with pain Some people just talk on your name And that makes me go so insane But that's okay I don't care what they say You are on my mind everyday Like bro I wished you stayed Bc you took my heart away Past years haven't been the same Got demons that stuck in my brain I pray to GOD everyday Hopin that they will just burn in flames Like im burning inside Cover my face with a smile Im tryna keep it tough But I'm still wondering how I survived Tryna keep it real Every day I keep taking them pills Wanna get to the top of the hill without them demons tryna get me killed Hands up I'm burning these demons have been lurking My eye vision is blurry Like damn it's hurting God I need you You the one who can pull me through I swear on my problems and trauma and everything I did I'll make untrue Well this my fate Like I'm really going insane Damn all of this pain is mentally killing my brain Like it's getting intense Wondering when this scheme gonna end wondering when will I become a trend Guess we don't know we'll see where at But I gotta stay strong Wonder how people gone feel if I'm gone But I gotta stay strong Wonder how people gone feel if I'm gone Henny to the liver Spliff to lungs Every time I look in the mirror I wonder myself with a gun Yo bro I cannot explain 6 years I've been dealing with pain Some people just talk on your name And that makes me go so insane But that's okay I don't care what they say You are on my mind everyday Like bro I wished you stayed Bc you took my heart away Past years haven't been the same Got demons that stuck in my brain I pray to GOD everyday Hopin that they will just burn in flames Like it's getting insane Wanna take 10 shots to the brain