hold me down

I shouldn't mind that you found love I jus' been feelin' like a fool thinkin' bout us Well, it's no surprise that I found drugs Cause really how am I to cope with all the lost trust I just can't help but blame myself Thrills pills kill feel I'm so unwell I've been replaced by someone else But there's no replacing you It's not even a flesh wound But I can't move for my life I know something's broken Can't sleep in the night time and it's not right I blaze until it all fades out I know that we're dead Every time I smoke it's like I'm putting us to rest You was talkin' down when I was givin' you my best Numb enough prove that I can't feel enough to to bleed at all! I'll just guess all of the answers If you ask me how I'm fine Hazy when I mix these toxins Tryna' to get you out my mind I lost the one who was my purpose Now how could I just be alright I've been so busy losin' focus Forced to redefine my life It's not even a flesh wound But I can't move for my life I know something's broken Can't sleep in the night time And it's not right I blaze until it all fades out Called you at the right time so you might Slide in the night just to give me focus Called you at the right time so I might find Somebody to hold me down I count the hours in my head But what's the point of words unsaid Desperation is getting too obvious You're staring me down and I'm feeling sidetracked This isn't a problem yet it's almost an emergency Let's change the topic This isn't an emergency Tell me will you reattach Cause I just can't feel it I just can't feel I just can't I couldn't even tell you what's missing It's just not healthy I'm just not healthy Antisocial anticipation before I pull up It seems like I can't even hold conversation until I pour up It's not even a flesh wound But I can't move for my life I know something's broken Can't sleep in the night time and it's not right I blaze until it all fades out Called you at the right time so you might Slide in the night just to give me focus Called you at the right time so I might find Somebody to hold me down