thru the stars

I've been starin' in the rear view Swervin' thru the stars to find a world I couldn't give to you You needed words of affirmation that I never promise you Yet I'm stuck sitting tongue tied and that just isn't enough for you Well I admit that I've been running away It's like it's fight or flight like every time you need me to stay When I was at my worst you told me nobody's worthless We all have a purpose I hope I'm still worth it for you My light in the dark Soothing the endless black hole in my heart I hate to admit my hurt tears us apart If you don't get these lyrics please hold the applause Hold the applause Couldn't say it straight I had put it in a song yeah Hope it sounds good even if it's really wrong bae I'm so grateful you hangin' on bae On the real you keepin' me strong bae When I wanna give up you wanna hold on But I feel out of place right where I belong As I pace on this pier by the Atlantic Ocean I contemplate something But I just do nothing at all I fail and I fail and I fail And I fail and I fail and I fail Yet I never can fall I wish I could tell you it all Oh bae you should know how I wish I could tell you that I've been starin' in the rear view Swervin' thru the stars to find a world I couldn't give to you You needed words of affirmation that I never promise you Yet I'm stuck sitting tongue tied and that just isn't enough for you Well I admit that I've been running away It's like it's fight or flight like every time you need me to stay When I was at my worst you told me nobody's worthless We all have a purpose I hope I'm still worth it for you Wake up every day in a different city I tire I ache but the view is so pretty I'm too scared to blink scared my life might just miss me Treat my life as a game and I'm so sick of playing Another sunrise on this rooftop in Brooklyn I've come way too far in this city to lose it But I'm not okay who the f*ck am I fooling I gave you my best you're vindictive and ruthless Where did our lines go Baby where did the time go We grew up too fast A hollow shell of my past And as I walk on this tightrope With no room to fumble I need you so bad So tell me when you'll come back I've been starin' in the rear view Swervin' thru the stars to find a world I couldn't give to you You needed words of affirmation that I never promise you Yet I'm stuck sitting tongue tied and that just isn't enough for you Well I admit that I've been running away It's like it's fight or flight like every time you need me to stay When I was at my worst you told me nobody's worthless We all have a purpose I hope I'm still worth it for you