My Sorrowful One

Well I don't know what to say You've left me, alone and depraved There's nothing left for me I just wanted this piece of company But I don't know why You won't look me in the eye And you won't respond to me I am not, your enemy Can't you understand? I am very lonely, ma'am Life has gotten so bland I want to feel, the caress of your hand There's nothing left, I quit All of this shit, I'm sick of it Tell me something, I wanna hear And if there's nothing, won't you be a dear Please me, tease me, use me, leave me Please don't leave me, please don't leave me Choke me, break me, make me angry But after all is done, it's you who saves me Why am I alone? This void it feeds a hole Oh why did you go? You up and just left me alone It's fine! Who cares? This isn't new for me, in fact it's routine I can't help, but love someone Who would never work for me But it was fun The damage wasn't worth it in the end Could I, try again Maybe that's, a fool's errand Oh, god, fucking why? She isn't by my side I need to protect her Who else might get her, but me?