Suffocate Me

Siphon gas from my lungs And breathe in the oxygen I'll watch you vanish from my sight See the day turn into night I am lonely and I am afraid Of certain things I cannot say I'm paranoid of the emptiness Do I hear a voice in the darkness I slipped again my brain reacts I won't ever be the same again Feed into this hateful place My life has changed to a disgrace I see my future and I am afraid I can't help but run away Happiness lies beyond a sea of thorns I don't know if I can do this anymore Haven't you guessed what's been eating Away at my brain, for so many years If I can't get enough then I start aching This pain is enough to bring me to tears I want a fucking cigarette to make my thoughts clear I can't get enough of that nicotine I see through the cracks of my intentions This just isn't how my thoughts disappear I wanna kill it all and make it go away I've been having crazy thoughts and I never dream I can't stay high enough to get out of this place I need to be somewhere that isn't here I am suffocated in this place I need to find an escape There is hatred in my veins Please get me the f*ck away