Boomerang

Sometimes when I get lonely Thoughts of you creep back into my mind I tell myself that I don't want it But like a boomerang I go back every time Do I really wanna go back to that Toxic relationships are my natural habitat, hmm Real shit I know that's a fact I keep tellin' myself that this the last time I know that's some cap In my head there's something wrong I expect different but it's the same old song, each time I need to get a grip, stop fallin' for your shit 'Cause deep down I know you be lyin' When you with your boys you act like you don't notice me We been through some shit that much we can both agree You take advantage you know how to expose my freak Light some sage up I need to protect my peace Don't hit my phone (Don't hit me) I'm tryna stay strong (You feel me) You say you'll change You swear you will, I know you won't I just need you to admit, what you did or we can quit Either way I'm fine with it I'm done dealing with your bullshit Sometimes when I get lonely Thoughts of you creep back into my mind I tell myself that I don't want it But like a boomerang I go back every time Go back like a boomerang Why do I just go back like a boomerang Yeah, ugh, just like a boomerang You just toss me around like a boomerang I'm second guessing myself you leave me wanting more (You do) When I'm about to walk out you just slam all the doors (You do) Memories they stay on my mind, you pull me in all the time Maybe our fault is that we keep rewinding back and forth You know me at my core, we're caught in tug of war I lost track of the score you call my phone I hit ignore You know how to reel me back in, just when I think I've had it No Oscar but you've been actin', f*ck you, I'm done, I'm packin' (F*ck you) I speak my mind but you never listen (You never do) I should have trusted my intuition (I never knew) Silly me I thought you were different (You played me like a fool) You swore you was boy who you kiddin', boy f*ck whatchu heard Like Usher just let it burn I'm swervin' hit that U-turn How I'm doin' who I'm screwin' ain't none of ya concern I gave you more than you earned, why do I never learn My phone on do not disturb, hope you get what you deserve Sometimes when I get lonely Thoughts of you creep back into my mind I tell myself that I don't want it But like a boomerang I go back every time Go back like a boomerang Why do I just go back like a boomerang Yeah, ugh, just like a boomerang You just toss me around like a boomerang