whitewashed

I'm sick and tired of the way my life turned out Kid from suburbia, I ain't got no rap topics now So fucking whitewashed, how did I allow that? F*ck it, I'll rep Off-White and be a fucking brat Do I rap like Pink Guy? Or do I sing like Joji? Nothing in my life's going right, but shit got handed to me Fucked it all up, don't take anything for granted Went to YouTube, but I came back emptyhanded Vent in all my music, but I say I'm all joking Was any of this worth it? Whatever, go back to fucking stroking I hate my country I hate everything it stands for They colonized my home, but can I even claim that? They took my culture away from me, I feel like a rat But the white kids took one look at me, they wanted me dead And my family took one look at me, they called me sad Like why can't you know basic shit like "lolo" means granddad? Isn't it fucked up that my culture might be forgotten? When I have kids, will they first speak English? Store-bought meals or mom's home-cooked dishes? I always got told I can only date Asian bitches But I'm too scared to tell my parents I ain't go for missus