Hopeless

From the start girl I was hopeless I need you to show me what hope is I still got no way of coping But with you my pain is frozen If you ever need me I'll be standing there for you with my arms open There's some things that I'm not showing All this pain it's got me hopeless I sit here looking at your picture hanging on my wall And we could put that shit behind us cause we'll be here through it all I'll be there to catch you if your ever gonna fall I hope you know I hate myself and I'm so sorry for it all I don't remember what they said to me Yeah I'm still dead I could rest in peace My soul awakens and I'm here I'm not seeing anything as clear Loneliness is still my biggest fear Hopelessness it really brings me tears So is there anybody here I'll just keep talking to myself I know that I should get some help I really ain't been doing well But then you saved me when I fell We could talk for hours we keep going on and on And I now I see you by the flowers you get lit up by the sun It's times like this I'm staring at you I know your the one And if your giving up on me then I give up on life I'm done