i can't sleep

I can't sleep, there's too much on my mind It may seem like I was never right I stand up and I'm losing sight You could take my heart, just use it right Don't wanna talk about this shit, cause it's just getting to my head Let my depression get the best of me and run from it instead Where's Eccntrx he's just shriveled up and crying in his bed I said it wasn't getting to me, I was lying in my head Now I'm crying in the forest, yeah the trees are all my friends And I know I'm not important, but I could be in the end Right now I'm so fucking broken, but I'll still just try to mend The pieces of me back together , we'll go starting with my head I can't sleep, there's too much on my mind It may seem like I was never right I stand up and I'm losing sight You can take my heart just use it right Don't wanna talk about this shit Cause it's just getting to my head Let my depression get the best of me and run from it instead Where's Eccntrx he's just shriveled up and crying in his bed I said it wasn't getting to me, I was lying in my head It's midnight now And there's some things I'm finding out I guess you're probably finding how I'm just pathetic, worthless, I'm nothing at all If you need help, then I'm the one to call You knew I fell so how I'm here to fall My vision isn't clear at all I'll be with you here through it all I keep on smoking, but I'm still not fucking high And I know nobody's chosen, so we're all just gonna die I can't sit and keep on hoping it's enough just when I try Girl I hope you know I'm honest, I'm so done with all the lies The time just slips away I'm letting all of this shit go, but you won't get away I really cherish our time, and what we did today Girl, I wrote you a couple letters that you'll get today