Kinderheim 511

It's awkward I can't find the words to say I struggle trying to hide my hurt today What if I went back to my grave I'm not real so how could I be saved I think I'll just get so fucked up to numb the hurt I felt today I open up, I'm breaking down And they just up the dosage now Now I can't tell how I should feel Was that the pills or was it real I was stuck at Kinderheim 511 Dinner time Put your jacket on it's 3AM right now it's sinner time I start to lose track of my name And everyone around me goes insane I'm scared know my life's at stake Cause of the monster with no name Was I ever even real I really don't know how to feel Know this pain has gotten real And girl I'm gonna need you to heal Right now really wanna die I just got such a twisted mind I could hear your voice I'm crying out just listen now for mine Some things they can never change and one of those is that your mine I'll do anything and everything to keep you feeling fine I've been running from my past it's catching up so now I die My mind is flashing back to every time that you were by my side It's awkward I can't find the words to say I struggle trying to hide my hurt today What if I went back to my grave I'm not real so how could I be saved I think I'll just get so fucked up to numb the hurt I felt today I open up, I'm breaking down And they just up the dosage now Now I can't tell how I should feel Was that the pills or was it real I was stuck at Kinderheim 511 Dinner time Put your jacket on it's 3AM right now it's sinner time I start to lose track of my name And everyone around me goes insane I'm scared know my life's at stake Cause of the monster with no name Was I ever even real I really don't know how to feel Know this pain has gotten real And girl I'm gonna need you to heal Right now really wanna die I just got such a twisted mind I could hear your voice I'm crying out just listen now for mine Some things they can never change and one of those is that your mine I'll do anything and everything to keep you feeling fine I've been running from my past it's catching up so now I die My mind is flashing back to every time that you were by my side The monster looking for me keep on running find a place to hide