No Control

No control over my thoughts right now What do I owe, what's the cost right now Where do I go, I'm so lost right now Tell me I can turn bad thoughts right off like how? Every time I try to sleep my mind always keeps me up Can someone help me try to leave, I think I've seen enough I could keep on trying but I know I'll never be enough Oh I'll never be enough It's a castle of regret I can't forgive myself just yet He was hurting cats So I had to stab him in the chest Now he learning that That I'm a bit more fucked up than the rest You put your all into this shit and then they tell you it's a test No control over my thoughts right now What do I owe, what's the cost right now Where do I go, I'm so lost right now Tell me I can turn bad thoughts right off like how? No control, it's over, anything I'll just find the pain in everything I can keep on trying but I know I'll never be enough Close the fucking door and board it up I think I've seen enough Something's just not right about this place Every hall I turn feels like a race I'm getting out of here tonight I'm getting out of here Your face lights up in the darkest room Keep your eyes up Or they'll come find us soon I know that we're confined to rooms If they come in just get behind me too No control over my thoughts right now What do I owe, what's the cost right now Where do I go, I'm so lost right now Tell me I can turn bad thoughts right off like how?