The Edge

I can't sleep alone Yeah girl I really need you here don't wanna be alone I ain't been sleeping i'm just stuck up in my thoughts I'm gone I ain't been blinking I just stare up at the wall so long I told you really I'm just going through it all I'm breaking down I'm begging please pick up my call I'm getting close to the edge and I don't wanna fall I'm getting close to the edge I don't wanna fall Nah they could never love like us And I say that I'm not stupid but I sometimes was I've been crying here without you cause I need your touch I been dying here without you cause I need your love How's Eccntrx he's been fucking dead inside for so damn long I put my blood in the ink when I wrote this song I'm not writing shit it's in my head Right now I miss you in my bed I been in the forest I been sitting here for three days straight If you wanna come I'll show you how but no you can't be late I can't think straight Probably cause I'm not important Now there's rain outside it's pouring Sorry if I waste your time I'm boring You don't know what I been through All these bad places I lost count how many I been too I can't believe that there was times where I would lie to you But now I don't got anything that I would hide from you I'm so stuck inside my head It'd be best if I was dead I keep on looking I could never find the reason Why my brain just get so negative like anytime I'm thinking I'll be standing here alone I'll be standing here alone I'm so close to the edge right now I'm so upset I can't even get up out of bed right now There's too much shit that's fucking with my head right now What if I was dead right now? I'll just smoke instead right now Fill my brain with lead right now Standing on the edge I don't really wanna fall I'm just so full of regret yeah girl I'm sorry for it all And I need to hear your voice are you picking up my call I need you to fill the void cause I feel nothing girl at all Standing on the edge I'm just standing on the edge right now