Trying my best//useless

You say I'm not trying, I was trying my best Girl, I told you I wasn't lying now I die in distress I went out lookin' for more, all I was finding was less Now I just take out my sword so I can deal with the stress Where were you when I was standing crying out for help? I got too much, I don't wanna think about how I felt I feel useless, lately I just ain't been doing well I've been through this, I know I'll just find myself in hell Yeah my mind is going blank It's like every step I take I think everything is fake Except my need for you to stay We talk for hours We just lay I wish I could see our fate But my crystal ball got shattered, so we'll have to wait You say I'm not trying, I was trying my best Girl, I told you I wasn't lying now I die in distress I went out lookin' for more, all I was finding was less Now I just take out my sword so I can deal with the stress Like, where were you when I was crying struggling to breathe? I've been through this, now I know that nothing's what it seems I was never here, and my mind I was never clear But girl, if you started crying then I'm wiping all your tears You say I'm not trying, I was trying my best Girl, I told you I wasn't lying now I die in distress I went out lookin' for more, all I was finding was less Now I just take out my sword so I can deal with the stress Where were you when I was standing crying out for help? I got too much, I don't wanna think about how I felt I feel useless, lately I just ain't been doing well I've been through this, I know I'll just find myself in hell Yeah my mind is going blank It's like every step I take I think everything is fake Except my need for you to stay We talk for hours We just lay I wish I could see our fate But my crystal ball got shattered, so we'll have to wait