Birthdays (feat. M.AXX.)

Alone in a dark room staring at the single candle flame I wish someone was there I wish someone could be proud of me Childhood memories fading away Colorful joyfulness isn't there anymore Balloons on the floor everywhere I'm so alone it's not fun anymore Birthdays birthdays I wish you we're there Birthdays birthdays how could you forget about me? Birthdays birthdays I wish you could be proud of me Birthdays birthdays I don't deserve this pain You're the only person I want to endlessly talk to on my birthday If you feel the same on your birthdays Don't worry I'll be there Let's be alone and share the cake I share so much empathy I understand you I went to through the same issues Birthdays birthdays are you there? Birthdays birthdays will you talk to me? Birthdays birthdays are we together? Birthdays birthdays when will you show up? I hate growing up I want to be a happy child again Those teen years sucked As birthdays pass by I grow another fear of the future But that's life I guess Can't fix the past but change as a person Birthdays birthdays I wish I was there for your birthday Birthdays birthdays I wish I didn't miss your birthday Birthdays birthdays I wish there was a good ending maybe someday there will be or maybe I'm just delusional with my thoughts You were excited when you met me in June Your birthday is in September You promised me you'll talk to me online i kept waiting for you but you didn't show up Months passed by and I wish I was there for your birthday Now I gotta wait for April Just to be here for you You're my favorite one I promise I'll be here for you You looked so beautiful when we met Birthdays birthdays I'm so alone Birthdays birthdays I wish you were there Birthdays birthdays I miss you a lot Birthdays birthdays everything will be okay I guess that's how it ends on my birthday one day I'll show up to someone's birthday to make them feel not alone maybe everything will be okay for once