Summer Memories (feat. M.AXX.)

Home alone with my thoughts I wonder how everyone is doing The sun shines bright It's a party everywhere Brings back childhood memories Hang outside scooters and bicycles on the ground Conversations about the next day or growing up Take me back to these days they ain't the same No more Summer nights are so beautiful Fireflies everywhere they're so pretty The wind breezing after a hot day Everyone just having fun Stargazing at the skies As I think what's next to come It's the life of the party till fall The music is playing loud everyone dancing Concerts everywhere wish I could go The party never ends it's happy season After hours I'm staying up late at night Sleep deprived I'm partying with myself Till it gets deep and start questioning myself It's all fun and parties until thoughts starts hitting like what could happen soon? Where do I even begin my story about my life? Childhood summers are gone Real friends disappear The ones you love are gone Not even gonna start about this But these nostalgias are gone I miss these strangers I met in spring I wish they didn't leave Summer was about to be a movie but failed But oh here comes another tragic ending I thought I'll find a pursuit of happiness I ended up alone like every summer One day just one day it will get better I've said this a lot of times but worth it This year summer I met a special person You were so excited when I told you about me I still remember you I still hear your voice Early June felt promising when we met Told you about my music the look at your face was amazed but look I made songs about you I texted one of your friends but no response You promised to talk to me alone but forgot I hope you're listening to this song I really miss you I thought about you all summer Your birthday was last month but I wish I was there the party would've been amazing Just one day one day you'll come back to me Last year was heart wrenching hate to see it I watched a friendship torn away Early June was painful but had to process it The next day it felt strange Everyone was gone no one to talk to Take me back in time before the drama I need to fix everything I gotta go back I miss the summer memories I miss those days Summer memories come back I miss those feelings they're not the same anymore