Delusional Muse

Ancient lamentations, the same story over again Reasons to justify, motives to sin Focus to know the undertow, influence grows Ages to learn, seconds to choose Acts of impulse, bound to loose Tantalus, the decided path Mistaken thoughts, answered by wrath Illusions of ecstasy, for the blood of the calf Divine sorcery boiled down to simple math Alien sensations, the drop of your guard Mixtures beckon madness, inebriation turned to art Resistant voices, echo, conscious defending Convinced it's love, i was only pretending Chemically altered, computed emotions Synthetic divinity, Lysergic potions Just a mirage, a trick of the mind Gaze to the sun, along with the blind Blasphemy, enlightenment, delusional muse Frying my circuits, blowing a fuse Here and gone, never get it back How many hits? Stop keeping track Warped and cracked, dead flesh turning black Sanity's trap door, the sneak attack Sneak attack, Never get it back The ancient lamentation