NOBODY'S WATCHING

And you just can't be in my space You won't ever feel no way Now I'm lost just picking up pieces of me Can't speak when your thoughts won't say Can't leave if you don't show the way I've been chilling in the wild too It's not cold, I've been praying for a monsoon If it's over I'd still run it by you Not something you should write to There's no patience, we never had the right tune But I'm hoping I can see you in the right mood Got something we could fly to Got something we could fly to Know you never really had it but I might do, I might do Don't know if I could find you When you don't know where you set your mind to, Mind to Still calling but I don't know the right move Summertime but you still got the ice too Another mind that I still ain't got the rights to Give me a sign, can't see you when the lights move Hand me a line, treading water for the past days Subtle lies can't free you from the foreplay Done counting all the times that you don't change Cutting all ties by surprise like a switchblade Could've left two times but I wanted more Swear I saw a different end but I wasn't sure Now the current got me thinking of a different cause Worth dying for the fight if you're in a war Don't know why I'm shaking, hands gripped tight to the pay slip Tell me don't move too far from the backdrop There ain't no room on this grave shift Got paradise waiting Spent two nights on a stakeout Like why am I even debating? End of the line or the end of my mind But I'm not in no danger Just knock twice for a little bit of closure Empty gun in my holster And if you get too close, just cover your eyes so you don't see past my emotion And if you let me inside, just know that I'm way too high to be sincere Once loved, that was back when I was scared Now I open the door to the reaper Like take what you want, you can keep it I've been chilling in the wild too It's not cold, I've been praying for a monsoon Not something you should write to But I'm hoping I can see you in the right mood