Never Tell Me the Odds

The search for the right words Was always a struggle Maybe I never knew what I was trying to say I tried meditating But the silence scares me Since then, I've made great friends with the floor These past few weeks I'm sinking too fast now No way to pull myself out I'm sinking too fast now No way to pull myself out Although these silhouettes have kept me company I need to work this out on my own time If this is the last you hear from me I'm not gone, I've only become transparent Swimming in self-doubt A walking second guess Still, it's time to move on Because a mess of mediocrity doesn't make any damn sense When I find this house The one I once loved The one we once shared You'll never be welcomed Go find your way home without me Although these silhouettes have kept me company I need to work this out on my own time I need to work this out on my own time I need to work this out on my own time I need to work this out on my own time