Melt

So I'm still here I'm still Still searching for a place to rest My hand and my heart lay Heavy on my chest Am I already dead Under six feet of dirt Torn apart rip to shreds Heads spinning anxieties seething Memories teasing I can't forget you It chills me the bone knowing that we'll grow old Hold me close I'm so cold I just want to feel your soul I feel so ashamed When can I break away from this plague It's tearing my life away I just want to lay down and drift away I just want a place I can melt into Can I melt into you As the waves crash within I hold on to I've held onto you As the clock ticks again I waste away I'm wasting away When I think of you the guilt kicks in I'm cut in two