Counting My Way Out

I've been lost in a sea where I've won too many Drinking till the clock strikes two or three But now I'm breaking free from this cycle Leaving behind the wasted nights And finally feeling alive I pick up my blue and head towards the fight Say goodbye to the darkness inside I'm tired of running from my past I'll leave it all behind me at last I've been haunted by the ghosts of four Memories that I can't ignore But now I'm facing them head on Taking back control Finding where I belong I pick up my blue and head towards the six Say goodbye to the darkness inside I'm tired of running from my past I'll leave it all behind me at last Seven days a week I fight the urge To drown my sorrows and not emerge From the shadows that once held me down I'll rise above wearing my victory crown I pick up my blue and head towards the eight Say goodbye to the darkness inside I'm tired of running from my past I'll leave it all behind me at last I'll keep counting the numbers One through ten Each one symbol of where I've been But now I'm moving forward Feeling so alive Leaving behind the wasted nights of rainy nights I'll keep counting the numbers One through ten Each one a symbol of where I've been But now I'm moving forward Feeling so alive Leaving behind the wasted nights ready to thrive