Leep

But when I wake up, I feel even more lost The emptiness inside me It's like a never ending frost I try to shake it off But it clings to me like glue The pills were supposed to help But now I don't know what to do Anxiety and depression They're like a heavy weight Dragging me down Leaving me in a constant state I fear and despair I can't seem to escape And the pills only numb The pain for a moment's sake I'm trapped in this cycle Of numbing the pain But it's a temporary fix That drives me insane I know I need help But I'm scared to reach out So I pop another pill And continue it down Will I ever break free From this cycle of despair Or will I be forever lost In a haze of pills and tears I long for some relief From the darkness that consumes But for now, I'll keep drifting In this pill-induced glow The pills have taken me Now I'm asleep for an hour Hour Hour Hour