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Taking your time You get me so high I've always known This was not real I was just dreaming Know i'm here even if I lose focus That blank stare saying more than what's spoken Oh If I give you up then what's next Why its Why it's always this play fetch Just a Quick to that numb Quick to that demon You say you're in love You said that last weekend Always my bad I fucking swear I don't mean it All blown out Trying to search for the meaning I notice forever Wake up in your bed See I'm bloody Then wake up again Always a quick to that numb Quick to that demon (Evil) Don't say you're in love You say that each week When I try to tell you but choke at the enter I wish you'd say nothing cause nothing is better If I could just know How to let go I would let go To save you the trouble Heard he flew up to the sky (To the sky) He could've fought Could've lost Could have died Maybe yeah But he wasn't afraid to die Cause of death Probable triple murder or suicide A Blood clot Stuck Up Caught it all with both of my eyes Such a shot With the view Swear I thought that I saw you cry It wasn't right (Wasn't right) We all figured he'd be on fire And with it all He had it all (Had it all) And also he was the type It's not your fault No one could've know We were inches from hindsight Oh