AN XI 3TY

Feels like my mind's got me caught in a cage All these voices, they just rage and rage Thought I had control, thought I was strong But here I am, just holding on 3 a.m. and my mind won't stop Counting every worry, every slip, every drop Eyes wide open, no rest in sight Feels like I'm losing in this fight Anxiety's got me locked up inside Lost in my mind, just tryna survive Heart's racing, but I don't know why Living every day like I'm ready to die I'm stuck in a loop, no escape I find Running from shadows, they mess with my mind If you feel it too, you know it's real This panic I'm hiding, this hurt that I feel Lookin' in the mirror, who am I today? A stranger with fears that won't go away I put on a smile, yeah, I fake that glow But nobody sees what I don't show Locked in my thoughts, can't find my release Drowning in doubt, never find peace Trying to breathe, trying to get right But these fears, man, they just bite Yeah, tell me I'm fine, tell me it'll pass But every second feels like shattered glass I keep running, but it feels so slow Caught in my head, can't let it go They don't know, they don't see How it really feels to be me Smiling outside, broken within Trapped in a cycle that won't let me win Anxiety's got me locked up inside Lost in my mind, just tryna survive Heart's racing, but I don't know why Living every day like I'm ready to die I'm stuck in a loop, no escape I find Running from shadows, they mess with my mind If you feel it too, you know it's real This panic I'm hiding, this hurt that I feel One day at a time, that's what they say But it's hard to see light when I'm lost in the gray If you're feelin' it too, know you're not alone We'll fight through this pain, we'll find our way home