Breakup Sex

Yeah, I'm still here Cleaning up the mess we made You left your shirt under my bed Guess it's mine now, like your ghost You're in my head like nicotine A habit I can't fucking quit Your perfume's still on the pillowcase And I swear I don't want to admit I loved the way you slammed the door Loved the fight, the twisted lore Now I'm drunk in the backyard, screaming Why the hell did I fall for you Every time you're gone, I lose it Every time you're back, we abuse it Break me, bruise me—love me, use me This time, it's fucking different We're just burnout kids on a mattress floor Breaking apart, but we're begging for more F*ck your love—it's a sinking ship But I'd still drown for one more kiss I hate that I still crave your lies The way you'd pull me close and cry We're so fucked up, but it's electric Sex like a car crash, so pathetic I'm stuck replaying every fight Your silhouette under dim streetlights I should've left, but here I am Begging for one more goddamn slam You said love wasn't supposed to hurt, but it fucking does You're a drug, you're a scar You're a fire in my lungs, babe, burning hard Goddammit, why can't I quit you I'd still run back if you told me to We're just burnout kids on a mattress floor Breaking apart, but we're begging for more F*ck your love—it's a sinking ship But I'd still drown for one more kiss We're just burnout kids on a mattress floor You're all I fucking need Yeah, you're still here Not in person, just in pieces F*ck