That's Not Me

You want me to be, like a tree Standing quietly saying nothing, but that’s not me I tried, I even lied But there’s nothing I can do when it’s eating me from the inside There’s doubt I wish I wasn’t carrying around I'd like to move up But I seem to be moving down You know me, I'm crazy I can’t be something I’m not, because that’s not me I sighed, I surely tried But time can be a traitor and the ultimate divide The truth is I have a whole lot to lose But can i live a lie I’ll have to choose Stop, hang on, say it again and I’m done Now it’s too late it's time for a break Think, again, you’ve pushed me to the end That man you see, that's not me You say please, for me Doing something I cannot do, cause that’s not me I hide, I've survived But I can’t take much more of this, its blinding my eyes Change can be hard but its something I need This moment is going to finally Set me free Stop, hang on, say it again and I’m done Now it’s too late it's time for a break Think, again, you’ve pushed me to the end That man you see, that's not me Stop, hang on, say it again and I’m done Now it’s too late it's time for a break Think, again, you’ve pushed me to the end That man you see, that's not me You know me, I'm crazy I can’t be something I’m not, because that’s not me