Apathy

What is this weight I feel on me? An outright pull to apathy That stakes a claim on everything And my responsibilities They pile up till I'm knee deep In sorrow and anxiety Can't stay this way forever My feet are on the run Not ready for whatever Arises with the sun Take my thoughts as captives I need better habits Boy, my mind is a dump Shake me out of madness I need to be adaptive Boy, my mind is a dump I need someone to stay with me And help me fight my apathy Cause it's worth fighting for some things Don't wanna be alone forever But my feet are on the run Not ready for whatever Arises with the sun Take my thoughts as captives I need better habits Boy, my mind is a dump Shake me out of madness I need to be adaptive Boy, my mind is a dump Take my thoughts as captives I need better habits Boy, my mind is a dump Shake me out of madness I need to be adaptive Boy, my mind is a dump Take my thoughts as captives I need better habits Boy, my mind is a dump Shake me out of madness I need to be adaptive Boy, my mind is a—