Bleak

I'm fighting wind over sails that squeal I make pretend none of this is real My satellite heart doesn't know the deal I'll take my time to open this new seal What have I done I've killed myself again What have I won I've lost my only frame It's gotten harder just to see the way I'll take my time to forget yesterday My ego's shadow doesn't come to play I leave the battle wound left on display What have I done I've willed my only friend What have I won I'll see you soon again