Denial

I feel I'm on trial For motions of denial My mind's running wild With pictures of your smile I've kept your gaze In memories locked away But on certain days I can't help but look anyway It's the sum of my pain The life I hoped to gain It's a blistering fate That I cannot fade I wanted to see A future with us being Hopeful for a love so pure But I've ruined it for sure If I could go back And correct all that I lack I would show the day In a brand new way It's the sum of my pain The life I hoped to gain It's a blistering fate That I cannot fade I've given up Feeling any luck Memories are bittersweet But they're still better than nothing It's the sum of my pain The life I hoped to gain It's a blistering fate That I cannot fade