Love Again First

You always took all my clothes off in the morning It was sleepy still so dreamy It was heaven it was gift-wrapped And I hate the way that hope gets so obsessive But it's peaceful but it's pointless Hope she's sticky on your pages Leave me cursed You fell in love again first And it's the worst You fell in love again first It makes perfect sense You're getting warm And I am so cold I might burst You fell in love again first You always let my tears fall into your pocket Am Loved them tender, they were murky I was drowning, never worthy But I hope you miss you despite all my shipwrecks Such a vision, a delusion You're in love and I'm still hurting Journal full of you Spiraling self-esteem Leave me cursed You fell in love again first And it's the worst You fell in love again first It makes perfect sense You're getting warm And I am so cold I might burst You fell in love again first You know I'm so divided My impulses are cheap They'll be the death of my bed I know I can't compete With someone like her Fearless in the sheets When I stray so far from reality Now I feel so discarded (hey) So leave me cursed You fell in love again first And it's the worst You fell in love again first It makes perfect sense You're getting warm And I am so cold I might burst You fell in love again first