the inherently self destructive nature of "playing it cool"

I locked My keys in my car But that shit wouldn't start anyway You said You would come over But then switched to another day Cause you're Too sad To act like you like me and tell me that things are okay But I couldn't blame you Cause I feel the same I just wish that there was more to say Sad goodbyes Will break you everytime When you said you were fine But you're not I could try To make you feel alright But I just always end up in this spot Still broke Still need attention to feel like my life is okay I hope you're there to listen to me always bitch and complain If you're Not though I'd understand cause this wasn't the plan from the start You had high hopes Of finding the one, but it ended up breaking your heart