Lose Control

Cracked reflection, hollow eyes stare back A stranger's face in this shattered looking glass World spins on, a symphony of noise But in my head there's only static, a broken voice Drowning in shadows, the weight of every tear Dragging me down, a suffocating fear This endless darkness, a hunger that won't cease Aching for oblivion, a desperate release Gravity's calling, a siren's sweet song Whispers of nothing, where I won't belong This war within me, tearing me apart Is there an escape from this empty, hollow heart? Memories like ghosts, haunting every hall Laughter long faded, echoes from a distant call The colors bleed away, the world turns monochrome Apathy's tight embrace, a chilling, hollow tone Lost in this maze, no compass, no light Every step a struggle, fading from sight The voices inside, a venomous decree "There's no point in fighting, just surrender and be free" Gravity's calling, a siren's sweet song Whispers of nothing, where I won't belong This war within me, tearing me apart Is there an escape from this empty, hollow heart? But wait, a flicker, a distant ember's glow A tiny spark of hope, refusing to let go Is it enough to fight the crushing tide? Can I claw my way back from the other side? Gravity's calling, a siren's sweet song Whispers of nothing, where I won't belong This war within me, tearing me apart Is there an escape from this empty, hollow heart? The siren's song echoes, a tempting refrain But the embers still flicker, a whisper of rain This battle rages on, a war within my soul Will the light break through, or will I lose control?