22 Trips

Sun around Dotted all my lines, now we finna bound Cause I been holding to my prayers like the holy book I'm on the ropes Look into my eyes, you can see the most Momma had it till she lost them both I been chasing ghosts In this room, I been crying tears In my spiritual duels with my demons I been facing all my fears Being free was the only mission when I needed love Moments passing by Like beads on a string I never say goodbye I know you cried a lot, when they broke the news Life around you, felt like a doom Knocking all the doors down, just to find the truth In this earth Pain turn to ash Had to bless my own turf, digging out the roots Had to grow my own soul God provided as a tool I know you see me down I know you feel me now I know I should've coped, but instead I wait around Thoughts passing by, how you only live once Waste it all to your money and your drugs I know you always struggled, but you made it out the rut Pay it out with your mothers hug A flower never grow, if it never rains In between of all this madness, I was staying sane I was calling out your name 22 trips around the sun, tryna stay sane Yeah