LOVE IS A NIGHTMARE

On my own time I've been on my showtime Love got me on a loop Traumatized, drinking out the booze Hanging out, I been watching every step Had to learn that I was happy on my own Intoxication was the mess Depression gone, it's my heart that needed rest Broken pieces left behind, in the past Where they casted all the spells Testimonies couldn't help you I was there to help you, love you Demons left to curse you I was never perfect, no I never meant to hurt you Dealing with the consequence, I was lost Nightmares strolling down my path Shadows walking in my room, I was terrified Spoken words, left them on a hill side I was in the middle seeking out the trails I was deep into my soul I could see the misery, blooming up my home Don't tell me how to go, I could see the lie the most Good demeanor got me two faced Days flying by, sun down Got me feeling like I'm boutta hit my last breath Momma cried, poppa lied All projected in my life My heart torn, I couldn't figure out the bitterness I couldn't mourn, I couldn't feel I'm seeking my emotions that I never healed It's the only thing my father cultivated at a young age He told me love wasn't gonna pay the bills Shit I had to learn to digest Yeah