Amazing

I caught a sickness and they don't know the name of it I flew to Paris trying to get away, mh I drown my sadness, embarrassed by the shame of it But all it seems to do is magnify the pain I wish I was a strong boy, head in the sand If I were them, I would be the man And my lips are searching for what happiness is I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today I tore the page and I put all of my weight on it So I could stop it trying to blow away, mh The darkest days, well, I got all I could take from 'em Starting to think it'll never change I see my life is planned in front of me And I don't need to do a thing just because I can And my friends are talking like, "What's happened to him?" I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again and Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today, and Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today I'm trying to think, at the same time trying to say something Can't switch off my brain so don't meditate Every time I crack a smile I can sense another tear coming That's kinda weird, but what can I say? I know I'm on the edge and one push of the wind Will send me flying deep into the unknown I guess this is the time to let 'em all in 'Cause nothing is worse than when you hit the low, and Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today, and Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today, yeah Yeah, this is all that I can feel today Yeah, this is all that I can feel today