Tides

I have grown up, I am a father now Everything has changed, but I am still the same somehow You know I've never been afraid of death But now I wanna see the things that haven't happened yet I still love getting out of my mind, I should it cut down I still know people I don't like and I should cut them out I feel embarrassed 'bout the things that I did in my youth 'Cause now I have a child, I know one day that she'll go through it Freight cargo, DOT stops, and aeroplanes Late night calls, signal is in and out again Feeling low, serotonin known better days Go, go, go, but every moment you're here with me Time stops to still When you are in my arms, it always will And life, life is changing tides I lost the confidence in who I was Too busy tryna chase the high and get the numbers up I have the same dream every night A bullet through my brain the moment that I close my eyes I still have to lean on a shoulder when I've broken down And I have people that depend on me to sort them out I sometimes fantasize I disappear without a trace Have no regrets, but wish I did things in a different way Low fly zone, lawsuits, and film stars Headline wrote, princess and the face scar Broken bones, break-ins, and Babylon Go, go, go, but every moment you're here with me Time stops to still When you are in my arms, it always will And life, life is changing tides Time stops to still When you are in my arms, it always will And life, life is changing tides