When Will I Be Alright

Oh, I've been up all night Thinking 'bout dying I've just been wasting time When will I be alright? God is not on my side But God knows I'm trying I need to redefine When will I be alright? Listen to my heart beating Why is there this empty feeling? Losing hope and all reason When will I be alright? I have lived half of life Constantly fighting Cheeks bruised and knuckles white When will I be alright? Hold my breath to stop breathing Love, I used to know the meaning I'd wake up if I was dreaming But when will I be alright? I saw, now I am blind To all the seasons I see a fading light When will I be alright? Listen to my heart beating Why is there this empty feeling? Losing hope and all reason When will I be alright? I tried my best to stop her leaving I wonder about the arms she's in This is it, the end is nearing When will I be alright?