Blue

I got a lot on my brain, I got a lot on my mental I see that you haven't changed, you're still in love, you're the same girl You should run from me as fast you can You should run before we go at it again I went through hell, why you dragging me in? I gave you my last to the end Don't tell me that I never did when I loved you until I had blood on my hands Don't tell me you want me again Baby don't tell me you love me again Don't tell me to f*ck you when I'm getting over you Why you inside of my bed? Leaving me marks on my neck Heat of the moment I guess But everyone sees them, whenever they ask me they already know who it is so I can't even pretend, no Don't know why I still pretend though Like I don't want this again girl I know it's real but not enough Don't know how to feel, I'm still in love But I've been blue I've been blue I know it's real just not enough Don't know how to feel, I'm still in love But I've been blue I've been blue Where the hell were you? Where were you? I got a lot on my brain, I got a lot on my mental Heart disassembled, you cut through all of my arteries, veins, every vessel I gave you more than I've ever been given You still don't know it, you'll never admit it Thought we just ended, we ended up hurting more than we intended Heartbreak is your fetish You're hellish I love you I hate it I'm selfish This is a permanent blemish I tried erasing for months every second girl But what can I do when it's always been you? Denying the truth that I just can't get over you I know it's real but not enough Don't know how to feel, I'm still in love But I've been blue I've been blue I know it's real just not enough Don't know how to feel, I'm still in love But I've been blue I've been blue Where the hell were you? Where were you?