This Is How I Break

This is how I break This is how I break Been drinking way too much these days Even more than you can remember about me Baby what do you still remember about me? Cus I haven't forgotten a thing. Been smoking way too much these days Even more than you can remember about me Memories of us in this city surround me Reminding me I'm stuck in your ways Oh well This is how I break Break When you're not around When you're not around That's the sound of me when I've been hurting That's the sound of me when shots are pouring That's the sound of leaving while we're worth it That's the sound of me in my emotions Reup on a bean for serotonin I still feel the pain Oh well This is how I break Break When you're not around When you're not around This is how I break Break When you're not around When you're not around I know that it's hopeless, I just don't know how to let go I know we can't talk so I just sing it in falsettos to you Are my rhythm and blues Bleeding through your stereo? Stereo I know Chanel I smell it when I kiss on her neck Can we go back? I know the wood is norwegian, the wine always red Pop me a prozac I'm blacked out babe Downtown LA I guess this is how i break That's the sound of me when I've been hurting This is how I break Break When you're not around When you're not around This is how I break Break When you're not around When you're not around