Love and Loss

I love this book called Stig of the Dump I lived vicariously through it It fulfilled my childhood dream Of having a friend who cared about me I always check my phone at 4 AM In case my friends are dying Or somebody needs me But it's always some spam account Selling fake Spotify Streams Oh well, sweet dreams to me I'll be up 'till the morning light I'll be up all night I'll be up mourning a life That we managed to ignite (I'd just like to sleep sometimes) I think I'm leaking out gasoline From all the holes in my armour And if there's a way that I can feel clean Light me up 'cause I think That I'm finally going under I know I lost my cool when I told you I was leaving And then four night busses and three hours later Everything that we had was put on a pyre I'll be up 'till the morning light I'll be up all night I'll be up mourning a life That we couldn't quite get right I'd just like to sleep sometimes I'd just like to sleep sometimes I'd just like to sleep sometime I'll be up 'till the morning light I'll be up all night I'll be up mourning a life That we managed to ignite And I'll be up 'till the morning light I'll be up all night I'll be up mourning a life That we couldn't quite get right