Night Tremors

My muscles shake when I try to sleep I hold too much tension in my body I wake up and can't move sometimes A woman in the corner is watching me I used to call your name Scream our whole apartment down Now I just clench my fists And choke for air 'Cuz we're not friends, and you're not around And I know that there is nothing there I wish that I could rewind I know so much better now All the answers that I'm starting to find They aren't a lot of good to me now I'm never very kind to myself I'm sure that I've messed my life up I'll lose all my teeth and my dreams People try to tell me things and I just interrupt I don't know why I think That people should care about me But please could you care about me? I wish that I could rewind I know so much better now All the answers that I'm starting to find They aren't a lot of good to me now I'm never very kind to myself I turn up the heat on the shower Until I cook myself alive When the days bleed into hours It's nice to feel something, sometimes I try to sleep in the daylight I can't help myself from overthinking Checking your insta 'Gainst my better nature Seems like you've been doing A lot of day-drinking I wish that I could rewind I know so much better now All the answers that I'm starting to find They aren't a lot of good to me now I'm never very kind to myself And I wish that I could rewind I know so much better now All the answers that I'm starting to find They aren't a lot of good to me now I'm never very kind to myself