Existinguished

I've been really feeling like I don't feel like existing And I'm thinking and insisting that I'm slipping So I'm tripping now, suddenly I'm ugly No one trusts me, no one loves me How does one get so unlucky It's all suckylife just fucks me now But I like to f*ck If you're gonna f*ck me At least f*ck me good Suddenly I'm thinking No, I'm just over fucking thinking I'm just fucking thinking way too fucking much I wish I could stop what's in my head In my brain, in my head in my brain am i dead Or am I insane I wish I could stop what's in my head In my brain, in my brain In my head, am i dead Or am I insane I wish I could stop what's in my head In my brain, in my head In my brain, am i dead Or am I insane I wish I could stop what's in my head In my brain, in my brain In my head, am i dead Or am I insane I wish I could stop what's in my head In my brain, in my brain In my brain, am i dead Or am I insane I wish I could stop what's in my head In my brain, in my head In my brain, am i dead Or am I insane I wish I could stop what's in my head In my brain, in my head In my brain, am i dead Or am I insane I wish I could stop what's in my head In my brain, in my brain In my head, am i dead Or am I insane Have I gone insane Have I gone mad What happened to all the things that I had I sold it all just to buy my soul I sold it a long time ago I've been really feeling like I don't feel like existing And I'm thinking and insisting That I'm slipping so I'm tripping now Suddenly I'm ugly, no one trusts me No one loves me, how does one get so unlucky It's all sucky, life just fucks me now But I like to f*ck But if you gonna f*ck me At least f*ck me good Suddenly I'm feeling like I'm sinking But I know that I'm just overthinking way too much And it fucking sucks